yeah whatever

So here I am back in bed. Not feeling that great at the moment. Here's my horrorscope for today (Sunday) and you may get an idea about the state of my head:

Today may be one of those days, rosie, in which you don't know which way to turn. You are going around a rotary and none of the roads look good to you. For some reason, your car doesn't want to turn off so you keep going around and around and around. If you can, just stop the car and take a rest. Get out and walk around for a while until your head stops spinning. Wait until the air clears before you make your next major move.

yep. Thanks... maybe I should try the i ching instead...
I suppose it wasn't a great start, crying in bed, but I didn't actually feel miserable, just that it was probably doing me good. But I've been in a weird mood all day. Just kind of...unsetlled. I thought I was getting better, and I am better than two weeks ago, but the improvement seems to have stopped and I seem to have regressed slightly. O well, tomorrow's another day and I might feel better. Especially if i put the flippin thing down and go to sleep...

We didn't go anywhere today: the children were quite happy playing in the sunny garden all afternoon, sorting out the rabbits, mending the wendy house, etc. I even took my guitar outside and sang for a bit, which was nice and the only time I felt ok all day. Maybe I'll just do a bit more of that before I sleep... or maybe not.

I did have a bit of adult company this evening in the form of a Fringe meeting at my house, which I struggled to engage with fully, but I think it was productive.

I forgot to mention Fergus yesterday and his game. which involved a big map of the world, and some coins, and loads of writing down of numbers and lists and things: he really seems to be getting the hang of his letter formation, it's amazing, though needs to ask what a 'u' or an 'n' looks like, etc.

At least I ate properly today, well, quantity wise, anyway. Egg n chips went down very nicely with everyone followed by yesterday's crumble. I've made bread for tomorrow...

So, anyway, I think I'm getting tired enough to sleep now, which is good.